Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Forgive me blog

Forgive me blog for I have sinned.
It's been over a month since my last entry.
I've fallen off the face of the earth.
Just that I've not had anything (happy, interesting, wonderful, cheery) to talk about.
My bestie has rung me worried about me not blogging.
I've been sad, very sad.

In a nutshell I had to say goodbye to these amazing, beautiful, smart, funny, loving, cheeky, darling, incredible boys, my nephews. The American nephews I instantly inherited when my brother married my new sister-in-law.


Sadly for all of us, my brother and my SIL have split, with my darling SIL returning to America with the two boys.

These photos were taken on what was probably one of the hardest days both Mike and I have experienced in the last oh so many years. We were able to spent one last day with them before taking them to the airport and in a puddle of tears saying goodbye. Even writing about it now puts a pain in my chest.

David and Matt are two really great kids and they know their Uncle Mike and Aunty Carol are always here for them, no matter what, no matter when.

Life really sucks sometimes. But with the wonder of modern technology messages across the net are easy and we're keeping in touch, so that's a good thing.

So that's what has taken up my thoughts in recent times and it's just been way too painful to blog about.


Cass said...

Oh Carol, I'm so sorry to hear about your loss of those two gorgeous boys. What a relief that you are still able to be in touch with them, but I feel for your pain. I had been wondering where you were, and was hoping you were busy with happier things. {{[Hugs}}} for you and Mike.

Lynne said...

Oh Carol, that is sad news indeed. Nothing I can say will help the pain at your loss. You are in my thoughts. *hugs*

Jodie said...

{{{ Hugs}}}

Simply Vixen said...

aww carol
here's a (((Big Hug))) from one gf to another, am heartbroken for you, sweetie!

but, they are boys, and resilient
they will be ok faster than you, I suppose *sigh*

anywhooooooooo, am always around if you need a lil' cheerin'up!

heyyyyyyyyyyy, btw... I have um goodies to send (did u change your email addy?)

get in touch, k?

lovely page too!
great photos :)
frame it *wink*

deb xoxo

Chocolate Cat said...

You are forgiven, it is a bit hard for life to go on as normal when your heart is breaking. Those boys are so blessed to have you and Mike come into their lives, maybe you need to plan a trip to the US now to visit them. Thinking of you xxx